Blonde Otter – ily

Now I realize I loved you too much
It’s so hard for me to love someone
And what am I supposed to do
When the best thing for us is away from you now?
I can do without you
I was in love
Not much left to say
This life, not meant to go my way
I was sure that you
Wouldn’t want me to
But you walked away
Like it was nothing
Now I realized I loved you too much
It’s so hard for me to love someone
And what am I supposed to do
When the best thing for us is away from you now?
I can do without you
I was sure that you
Wouldn’t want me to
But you walked away
Like it was nothing
Now I realized I loves you too much
It’s so hard for me to love someone
And what am I supposed to do
When the best thing for us is away from you now?
I can do without you

She will always be a broken girl

She buys a new dress for the party,
She always looks good in red.
Turns around in front of the mirror
And disappears inside of her head.

She wonders if he’ll even remember,
She asked him in a casual way.
Just in case he didn’t want to go with her,
In that event she knew just what she would say.

She thought of maybe asking a girlfriend,
Even though she only has one or two.
She’s always done much better with boys anyway,
So who needs girlfriends?

Pacing nervous across the floor of her bedroom,
Gripping tight the phone in her hand.
Fighting beck the rush of emotions,
And dreaming of just having a man.

It’s a long walk, and the music is loud.
She sees an old friend,
As she walks through the crowd.
Puts on her best smile,
But underneath she’s a broken girl.
But It’s a long walk, and the music is loud.
She sees an old friend,
As she walks through the crowd.
Puts on her best smile,
But she will always be a broken girl.

She struggles with an awful decision,
Stay at home or walk in alone.
Her mother does her best to console her,
Her father doesn’t know what to say.

Puts on her makeup, puts on the new dress.
Holds her head high, then gets in the car.
Tells herself that no one will notice,
Assuming she can make it that far.

On the way she imagines reactions.
Cupped hands whispering into ears.
Secretly hoping that he’ll be there watching,
And she’s also hoping he won’t.

Walking tentative alone up the driveway,
Sees some people smoking off to the side.
She stops and waits until they go back in,
Crosses her fingers and follows behind.
It’s a long walk, and the music is loud.
She sees an old friend,
As she walks through the crowd.

Puts on her best smile,

But underneath she’s a broken girl.

But It’s a long walk, and the music is loud.
She sees an old friend,
As she walks through the crowd.

Puts on her best smile,

But she will always be a broken girl.

He’ll never get you,
He will never understand.

He’ll never get you, you can find a better man.

This might be the time to break down.

Hush child don’t make a sound.

Home is where the heart is.
Too bad I gave you my heart.

Circle of Dust – Prayers of a Dead Man

At night I just stare amid my self-destructive toys
Shouting to the sky is anyone up there
My eyes drip blood red a vow once made
I’ve come to dread this shame
This guilt I bear is killing me stone dead
Dead man
Something to regret a chance point in time we met
Caught in a momentary rush of devotion
My eyes drip blood red a vow once made
I’ve come to dread this shame
This guilt I bear is killing me stone dead
Dead man
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord my soul to keep
If I should die before I wake
This dead man’s prayer do not forsake
Pray dead man

Trent Reznor & Atticus Ross – A Minute To Breathe

We wait
We pray
For the rain
For the rain
For the rain
To wash away

We try
Deny
To believe
To believe
We can’t believe
In anything

I don’t want to say goodbye
Stars falling from the sky
We will all be judged
By what we leave behind
I don’t want to say goodbye

Hey
Too late
To look
You in the eye
In your eyes

In your eyes
And realize

We find
In time
We’re the same
We’re the same
All to blame

I don’t want to say goodbye
Stars falling from the sky
We will all be judged
By what we leave behind
I don’t want to say goodbye

I just need
a minute to breathe

I just need
a minute to breathe

I just need
a minute to breathe

I
just
need
a
minute
to
breathe


NINE INCH NAILS – BURNING BRIGHT (FIELD ON FIRE)

I’m goin’ back
Of course I am
As if I ever had a choice
Back to what I always knew I was
On the inside
Back to what I really am
Look at this pathetic place I made
With little bits of sticks and hair, and anything I found along the way
And tell yourself you know
You’re not really what you know you are, you know?
Of course you do
I think I may have listened to you
I think I may have even, listened to you!
At the height of my demise
Break through the surface and
(Breathe, breathe, breathe)
Break through the surface and
(Breathe, breathe, breathe)
Break through the surface and
(Breathe, breathe, breathe)
Break through the surface and
I am forgiven, I am free
I am a field on fire
I am forgiven, I am free
I am a field on fire
And oh my god I missed you, it’s been so long
And I am stronger than I have ever been in my decline
I am stronger than I have ever been in my decline
For now I know, now I know, now I know for certain
Now I know, for certain
Oh burn, motherfucker
Carry the carcass and throw it on
Pull up a chair and watch
The flies come roaring out
And will surround the entire world
And blacken out the sky and every last one of you
Like a plague of locusts
Like an exit, like an end, like an end, like an end, like the end
Break through the surface and
(Breathe, breathe, breathe)
Break through the surface and
(Breathe, breathe, breathe)
Break through the surface and
(Breathe, breathe, breathe)
Break through the surface and
I am forgiven, I am free
I am the field on fire
I am forgiven, I am free
I am the field on fire
I am forgiven, I am free
I am the field on fire
I am forgiven, I am free
I am the field on fire
I can’t tell if I am dreaming anymore
I can’t tell if I am dreaming anymore
I can’t tell if I am dreaming anymore
I can’t tell if I am dreaming anymore

 

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