Psychology - Absurd

Self-esteem that is entirely dependent on what others think, and rises and falls accordingly
Isolating yourself in a preemptive strike not to be rejected
High sensitivity about the possibility of rejection
Overly high standards for yourself
Feeling easily triggered toward guilt or shame
Aggressive or rageful behavior toward those who have been perceived to have slighted you
Frequently feeling an uncomfortable physical reaction due to “not fitting in” or being misunderstood
Frequent and intense ruminating after an interaction about how you did or said something wrong

Alan Watts ~ The Real Purpose of Doing Anything